Time Flies..(one month)

People always told me 'enjoy every second because they grow so fast..' you really don't take that in, until you begin to watch them grow. Man it flies by! They start to hold their head up, then they start babeling, then the start trying to get their balance to sit up, and at 7 and half months Morgan was already trying to pull herself up! So to you new parents that hear this.. it's true! They do grow so so fast, and now I say enjoy it even more because you never know what God has in store for your little one.
   


Speaking of time flying by...The last month has been a total blur. It's now been one month since I've gotten to hold my sugarbooger. Never once did I leave her overnight with a family or friends, and I had the mentality that if she wasn't able to go with me then I didn't need to be there. She was with us 24/7. Like I've said before, she needed me, and I needed her. So now that I actually look at a calendar and see that a month has gone by I wonder where did the time go? It's honestly like I've slept through the last month. It still seems like it all should still just be a dream..or a nightmare in my case. I keep thinking that I'll wake up and things will go back to normal.. Saying that I miss her so so much is an understatement. That gut wrenching feeeling in my heart and stomach still hurts just as bad as it did the moment I heard the words "I'm sorry, there's just nothing else we can do." I know they say time will heal, but I'm afaid nothing will heal this hurt, until the day Jesus takes me home to be with my Morgy..