Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Morgan Rilee
Monday, January 24th was the worst day of my life. My precious gift from God was taken from me. My 7 month old baby girl Morgan Rilee went to be with Jesus that day. I pray that the Lord will give me the strength to blog more in depth about it one day but, I just can't bring myself to do it yet. Her death was an absolute tragedy. Things you only heard about in the news, and definitely in a way you would never EVER imagine your child leaving this earth....
She was gorgeous, healthy, happy, the most perfect little child you could ever imagine. The only time she cried was is she was hungry..and was always, always, always, smiling and laughing. My husband and I knew on September the 30th 2009 (the day we found out we were pregnant) that she was his gift to us and we thanked him every single day for her. I worked full time up to 4 days before I had her. May 27th 2010 at 3:58 she was born. My pregnancy went perfect never once had heartburn, never once was sick to my stomach, PERFECT. Same for the labor and delivery. We went to be induced at 6:30 that morning and had her that afternoon with absolutely NO problems what so ever. God had his hand on us from that day forward. I was blessed to stay at home with my princess for a little over 3 months for my maternity leave. She was my world. That empty spot that I once had in my heart she filled. There is NOTHING like the bond a mother and their daughter have for one another,and it starts as soon as she created. My husband and I spent 7 of the greatest months with her. Times I will cherish forever and will never EVER forget. she was my world. I went to work to make money for her and our unnecessary shopping habits we had. She was my little princess her daddy and I wanted her to have the best of the best. Her closet had more clothes than mine ever would and she had a bow and headband to match every single outfit. I stayed on a healthy diet for her from day one because I knew that I wanted that bond of being able to breastfeed my baby. I feel like it gave us both a sense that she knew she needed me and I knew I needed her. She enjoyed every outing, definitely had her mommys blood when it came to shopping. She was already in church, and was loved by so many. The night before my baby went to heaven so said 'MOMMA'! (She already had the 'da da da' thing down) When you have a baby you begin to plan your future together as a family. NEVER once does it cross your mind that you will only get 7 short months to enjoy your beautiful baby girl..
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I am absolutly speechless! This has given me true inspiration! I only seen yall in passing, but baby Morgan is a beautiful baby! We were on leave from tucson az and were in graford when we got the tragic news. My family and I began to pray frantically for yall! I pray daily that God gives yall strengh to crawl out of bed each day! Yall are truly inspirational and I can't wait to read more entrys on how God has lifted your family up and how your life is going!
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Being the Mother of Tiffany and the Grandmother of Morgan Rilee I can't help but think of the many things through my life that has happen that if it wasn't for God leading the way they may have both never got to be here .
ReplyDeleteBut, GOD has a plan for us all. Tiffany's Grandfather (My Father) was in World War 2 and his plane was shot down out of the sky he was severely wounded and survival was not good for those days,but through GODS will he had a plan,
and that is why we are here today. Morgan is now our precious angel and getting to play with her very loved Grandparents in heaven.I continue to pray for our strength each and every day. I love Tiff and Jeff with all my heart and very honored to have a grand child as perfect as our Morgan. She has 2 of the best parents a child could ever ask for. Love Mom
Don't Cry Too Much For Me...
ReplyDeleteAngel wings and angel dust, There is magic in the air
I wish you all could see me, Have pink Roses in my hair.
I now have lovely angel wings, They glisten in the sun.
They’re just as white as snowflakes, I am loved by everyone.
My wings are light and airy, They take me everywhere.
I wish I could embrace you, To save you from despair.
Don’t cry for me Dear Mommy, Dear Daddy and family too.
For ever and for always I’ll always be with you.
Dear Grandparents, and uncles, aunts and cousins too,
my friends and loved ones I send kisses to all of you.
I know your hearts are broken, Yet you had to let me go.
You see the Lord had plans for me, I am sure that you all know.
The hardest thing on earth for me, Was to leave you all behind.
I was blessed with a perfect family, You’re so loving, strong and kind.
Our faith kept us together and Helped us stay so strong.
You always did the right thing.
But heaven is where I now belong.
The Lord has special plans for me, I only wish that you could see.
I see you all from heaven and And wish you could see me
I’m glowing like a jewel, The air is clean and crisp here
I see rainbows everywhere.
I’ll send them to you often
To remind you of how much I care.
I’m now your guardian angel, I’ll always watch over you.
An angel whose love and devotion
Will like your love, be pure and true.
I will not say goodbye to you.
We’ll never be apart.
I live inside your memories and live
Inside your heart.
One day we’ll meet in heaven and
Once again be a loving family.
Until then my dear loved ones,
Please don’t cry too much for Me.
I posted this in the earlier days but I wanted you to have it here also. God is with you as he always has been and will heal your heart as well as your soul. My prayers are with you in this time and all times.
Your angel was born 1 day before my "baby after my angel". Hugs and prayers to you and your family. I have been there and hope that each day gets a little easier.
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