Serving*Remembering*Honoring

After taking 3 months away from blogging..journaling..etc. I have decided its time to come back. The last 3 months have been a constant battle to bring joy, show hope, and honor my baby girl in every way, shape, form, or fashion. With it all starting with the preperations of our first Wave of Light Ceremony that was held on October 15th at Clark Gardens which was hosted by our new, God given,  ministry "Blessings and Butterflies". Our first remembrance day was as beautiful as it could be. we had almost 150 people attend, and we were remembering 50 precious babies that evening. I wanted to bring a remembrance ceremony to our area for the families to come together and remember their babies that are in heaven wth my baby girl. Infant loss is souch a delicate subject, nobody knows how to handle it. But, with the love, prayers, and support from all the people around me I decided to break the silence in our area, and remember our babies out loud with so many other grieving families. Our event will be held annualy, and i pray that it continues to grow and helps strengthen those who ned it the most. our facebook group (Blessings and Butterflies) now has 360 members. I am hoping that now that ive decided to blog again the members from the group and have a place to comment, and just blog on the days they need it most. I have truly realized how my life is totally in the Lords hands..so my prayer has been and will be for him to mold me and shape me and for him to use me as his vessel, and as he sees fit. My personal walk with God has never been stronger. Never will i say i am healing, or moving forward because that would be a lie. my strength comes through christ, and my life is still lived moment by moment. looking at the big picture would overwhelm me and send me probably send me into shock. My bad days may still out number my good days, but my God has yet to leave me or forsake me. He's by my side rooting me on, and knowing my morgy is there cheering me on too makes me persevere, and live out the rest of this life bringing glory and honor to both of them.